When Attraction Becomes A Mistake

HELLOHELLO!
no PW today. so i shall rot here.
am considering if i should like go try dota now.
LOL. nvm. shall try it later.
my eye is getting better! im like so so happy now. hehs

can spot my super cute boyf? (:

horrible conversation with old man! zomg.

HELLOHELLO!
went boon's house today to do OP stuff. nothing much to do.
did some practices. and then was entertaining his little brother.
got a bit drenched on the way home. ):
anyway. was in time to catch tao hua xiao mei.
haha. i miss boyf!
like 3 days never see him already.
can only see him on the coming monday. SOB!
waaa. im like sad only lor.
plus my eye like that.
and yes. im going to tie up all my hair.
including my fringe on monday. i know i'll look damn cock.
but who cares. i know boyf sure laugh. gahs.
and his friends too! gahs.
and my friends too! gahs.
and my maid too! gahs.
GAHS GAHS GAHS GAHS GAHS.
shall sleep after boyf comes home. heehee
BYEBYEEE!

HELLOHELLO!
shall do a proper one today. (:
went to the doctor yesterday. and the doc gave me cream and pills.
i think they're useless because i think im not getting better.
ohyes. some sticky liquid kkep flowing out from my eye when i was sleeping.
gross much?
hahs. was busy cleaning them the whole night.
needa go boon's house tmr. ): my eye! nvm. didnt go school today already.
shall wear shades! :D
i slept for 17 hours today! BWAHAHA.
i really hope i can recover before my actual OP assessment.
keeping my fingers crossed.
didnt have time to watch my taiwan drama at all!
bad!
hardly got any time to meet boyf. plus my eye like thatttttt.
heartbroken only leyyy.
alright. shall wait for boyf to msg me now.
BYEBYE!

i miss you suddenly, miss you very much.

HELLOHELLO!
went to visit the doc today aft my presentation.
eye got more and more swollen everyday.
zz. just received my actual A levels presentation schedule.
nov 11. D:
anyway. mum wen to meet the VP today.
after moderation, my results became SSUDS.
LMAOS.
watching america's next top model now.
shall blog tmr. im lazy to blog now.
BYEBYE!

sometimes ..
everything just felt as though it was yesterday.
the pinch is still there. never has it faded.
in fact it was always there. time didnt take it away from me.
i asked myself, if it was possible again.
but i'll end up hurting someone i dont want to hurt.
and also end up hurting myself once again.
everytime when i talk to you, i feel euphoric, estatic.
but when i look back and realise everything will not be the same,
i couldnt help but to feel sour once again.
because we chose to keep mum, we'll never end up the way we wanted.
and because you couldnt face me,
as much as i couldnt turn back, there will be the day when we come to an end.
i wanted you so badly in the past.
bur i guess its not important now.
your words hurt me and the scars from the wound will always be there.

HELLOHELLO!
im just done with my cue cards for tmr.
had OP dry run todayyy. im like so so scared.
thank god nothing scary happened.
but tmr's OP will be horrible. because we have no more scripts.
D:
plus there will be Q&A session. wlaos.
and also. VP will be meeting me and my mum tmr.
not only that, my swollen eye is getting worse.
its more swollen and its itchy.
was scratching it until vincent asked me not to scratch it just now.
FML.
went to meet boyf at around 6 with jiazwan.
then went to meet vincent. boring. every day slack niaaa.
saw boyf's dragon dance photos and videos. boyf so cute sehs.
shall post them next time.
just realised actually tengyang has nothing to its name. LOL.
BYEYBYE!